Friday, November 30, 2012

What is LOVE ?





When a little girl puts her energy to give
her dad a kiss ;That’s Love ♥

When a wife makes tea for her
husband & take a sip before him ;That’s Love ♥

When a mother gives her son the best
piece of cake ; That’s Love ♥

When your Friend holds your hand
tightly on a slippery road ;That’s Love ♥

When your brother / sister messages
you & ask if you reached home on time ;That’s Love ♥


Love isn’t just a guy holding a girl & going around the city !

Love is actually another name of “Care”!!

Sunday, November 25, 2012

.I'm keeping it secret



I love him and its a secret... I once know him when we we're high school.. That awkward feeling every time he looks at you, that eyes that I could merely say looking at me.(haha!) But then I didn't told you because you like her.. It was just me staring at you in a distance, wishing that you could walk slowly in front of me and face me while saying "you're cute" with matching smile.. :) hehhe

I once believe that you do really like me because I caught you several times looking at me, checking my phones if we're together and even ask my friend what I do and what I like.. DAHH!! But then you told me you like her, even though you didn't know what I feel you told me such thing.. You even say you're comfortable with me in your side, we even hugged several times each time we won in an activity..

When I come home, I saw you with those guys(the haggard face ones) I was so confused why you're with him when the fact you don't even want to go out during high school because you don't like partying.. You're not interested going with our classmates and friends that time.. but why are you acting like that??/

Then early this year a friend of us crank jokes at me saying "nagbinuang nato emo bestfriend kay wala niya maingon nimo nga ikaw iya pasabot" then I was like "huh?? bestfriend d i mi?/" then I realize,,,, It was really me.. you send message to meet me up but then I refused, you let our classmate gave me our picture... WOW!! it was like telenovela..

I'm thanking God because I didn't tell him I love him even though I really do, I won't become what I am now if any changes happen back when I was high school.. :)

Breaking Free

..Enjoy Life the way God want's us to be.. Never ask something you want but wait for something you really need.. This is a gift, every time we cry because of our sorrow just look up and you'll see that a new ray of sun will shine after the stormy rain.. That teardrop means a lot, your pain, courage and even your smile after you wipe it up..

Every second counts, I promise to fulfill all my goals for my family. I gave up one time and even feel that I'm suffering to overcome an overflown rocks of challenges, but then I realize that it helps me to excel my own limitations.. I don't seek for money, but I would be hypocrite if I would say I don't like to have one.. Some people tell that money revolves everything.. Yes! its true,, but then again we can't bring anything if we lose our breath.. so we must cherish every moment..

Look up!! be inspired and let everything surrender upon him..
I thank GOD for giving me wisdom to realize how to face life with a smile.. :)

.to my mom :')

.. All of us wanted freedom.. A freedom from everything,,, getting what we want, go where we wanna go and even go home late if possible..

 I can say that I don't have the chance to experience all those stuff when I was in my immaturity stage.. I keep asking my mom why can't I go every time my cousins and friends ask me out. I even ask my mom why she won't buy things that I mostly want, she don't even defend me every time I got some quarrel at school. She just keep on telling me, "In the right time my child, you would realize that this is all for you".

As years pass by, I realize I've grown up. I don't have the chance to decipher what my mom really means because still, I'm a teenager. I am still at my confused mode and ask myself if life is just really like this.. But even if I can't get what I want, she always gave me what I need..

One time, she suddenly told me "Pagtarong ug pagskwela day kay kamanghuran baya ka,, ikaw nay magbantay namo ni imo papa niyan.." I was struck and I was like in the back of my mind "nah mo-broad gani ko, pabantayon na noon."

Finally I came to this stage, legally 18. My mom suddenly change her way of discipline on us, we can get along with my cousins, go home late and even ask me what I want.. It was not usual ... I know..

Early this time.. I come to realize.. Whenever we go out, me and my brother don't tend to get longer, every time my mom asks what we want we just answer "it's okay mom we don't really need it", when our destination is to far we decided to stay home.. Maybe this is how it has to be.. It was all just for us.. TO know what is right and avoid ourselves to mislead our future.. My mom was actually unique, she has several features that I can probably share... but the real thing in that realization.. I already have FREEDOM every time my mom tries to discipline me, every time she scolded me to make me learn and even make me discouraged to get what I want to adhere what I really need..

That's my mom and I'm thanking HIM(God) for giving her to me.. :')

Friday, November 16, 2012

Happiness

I thank Him(GOD) for giving me this life.. A simple yet happy life. I'm lucky enough to have my family, friends and everyone that surrounds me. I thank Him for giving my mom, the most wonderful and supportive mom in the world.. For my dad who give me encouragement to go through all trials in life.

I'm just so lucky.. :))

I thank GOD for giving me a wonderful family..